How can I go to Cambodia without much money and without work or shelter or friends and without a guarantee of returning to my second home country, Vietnam?
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My Vietnam visa expired last year in 2015. I'm from the United States. I was born a white skin American in the year of 1985, February 11, Monday, in Forest Grove, Oregon, USA. I came to Vietnam to teach and to help and to learn and have fun and everything in 2012. Vietnam became a new home for me. But travel agencies did not extend my visa. I've been trying to. In March, my friends found me agencies that were going to help but then I had no money because I gave it all to somebody. I'm in a black hole and nobodies (I mean, NOBODY) seems to care about my specific problem. I feel utterly lost and without friends. I feel that people only take advantage of me and use me and stuff and many say I am crazy and make up lies about me. I don't know what I am going to do as a homeless man since November 2015. People believe I have bad luck and that is why they don't help. People believe that everybody gets what they deserve.
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For example, if you see a woman getting raped, you can think that she deserves it. Maybe she did something before that got her into that situation. We tend to stand back & blame it on fate, justice, random chance, consequences of the victims and the preys, and we tend to reject our role in Living Love, in our opportunity to dispense grace and mercy and love and generosity and compassion and agape sacrifices and sympathy and empathy and listening ears and our time and services and time for the sake of those who may or may not deserve our help. We become dead inside as we do this.
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Joey Arnold Oatmeal 2016-05-02 Mon 1 PM AC HCM
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